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Donatello Hamato ([personal profile] purplexing) wrote in [community profile] metalogs2024-03-30 10:11 am

[Semi-Open] Reboot

Who: Donnie [personal profile] purplexing and yoou?
What: Trying to move forward
When: That nebulous span of time in March and maybe into April
Where: Various, Central City
Content Warnings: N/A



I. a_void_ance (closed to Accelerator)
He hadn't wanted to go back to the apartment after the incident. He didn't want to have to explain things, not when his thoughts were still scattered to make it worse, not with the sentiments he knows the others have regarding involved parties. He still holds responsibility for it, and so far as he's concerned, he's paid the consequences.

Maybe he'll feel bad about it later. Right now he's too tired.

Getting into a certain esper's apartment is a breeze. Accelerator's never bothered to do anything for security, not that it would keep Donnie out anyway, and Donnie's gotten so used to slipping in and out that he's sure he can do it in his sleep. Probably a good thing considering he's getting to that point. Quiet as a shadow, he makes his way towards the couch, thankful of his past self to have automatically set an override for the lighting effects when it came to his own entrances. He doesn't need Accelerator to wake up.

He peels off his Society outfit and leaves it in a pile on the floor. At least blood on black isn't very visible, but he's got holes to deal with and no brainpower to do so. Although speaking of blood... The couch is different. He gives it a quick glance over through his helmet before pulling it off and dropping it on his jacket before sinking onto the couch himself, curling on his side, his left arm bandaged around his bicep but at least it's stopped throbbing. It's not long before Donnie just passes out.


II. Defrag (closed to close CR)
Things are...better. Maybe. Jury's still out on that one, but at least Donnie can agree that it's exhausting being stuck in an emotional loop, and while it's been difficult to scrape up the motivation to do anything, trying is the first step.

He starts out with small things, general maintenance around the apartment's appliances. He finally finishes up that toaster-phone which had started off as a joke but then Donnie figured he could make workable and it'd be absolutely ridiculous but wait, oh man has it been a year already, almost? Okay, that's a depressing thought, moving on-

It hasn't warmed up much even though spring's finally come, so Donnie hasn't moved his plants back out onto the balcony yet. They're still nearby where they can soak in the natural light. Tending to them is what's helped him get through some of those sluggish days even if it had been more of an automatic thing, but now he's thinking about new additions and themes. A purple garden might be a thing in the near future.


III. Root_ine (OTA)
It's funny how one day you can feel like absolute trash and then the next you can shift gears like you've never broken your weekly trends. Maybe it's the idea of falling back into routine, and even if your head's still kind of in this fuzzy space of focus, your body remembers things as pieces fall into place, and eventually the mind clicks with everything. Well, mostly. Donnie still can't shake that detached feeling, like maybe he's dreaming.

Maybe everything was a dream. But he knows better.

Huvrye's right though. Life goes on. Just because something happens and you get stuck in one moment doesn't mean that everything pauses and waits conveniently for you to catch up. There are still things to do. Tasks to complete. If you try to catch up then surely everything will start to sync up eventually.

So Donnie is out at his usual haunts, and maybe a few not so usual. He's at the library or opening one of his latest book acquisitions while sipping a vanilla macchiato at a coffee shop if not catching up on homework. There's some solace to be found in pages of math equations, at least for some people.

Or maybe you catch him stepping out of a home improvement store with a few short planks tucked under his right arm, the wood bound up around a paper bag so nothing snags the material of the plum-colored bomber jacket he wears over his usual hoodie. ...and a pot with a long branchlike vine coming up with little green leaves, cupped in his free hand. Look, he couldn't help himself, okay?


IV. Association (Open to Society)
It feels like it's been some time since he's last dipped his toes into Society happenings, but then again, it probably has been. Donnie hates being out of the loop of things for long, but after running across Red Hood that one night, he's hesitant to jump right back into things, at least when it comes to harder missions. At least particular Society members are aware of what had happened with his brother, so he's glad he doesn't have to explain himself.

Here, he's known as GameOvR, the spelling and cases important even if it's brushed off as one of those weird things that kids these days like to do but Donnie has his reasons.

He's cleaned and patched up his jacket. Being able to magically remake things certainly has its advantages, and with some clever application of fibers to make up for the damages from his fight with Red Hood, the thing looks just like new. It's also been reinforced, and while it's not exactly armor and won't save him from some bruises, it's still a lot sturdier than it had been. If he can figure out how to replicate the method without using suspiciously obtained god-powers then he'd totally patent it.

One of his favorite spots has been on one of the purple plush couches in the lounge where he can just relax and read up on things while he sips on a Shirley Temple (curse you, Jason Todd). Yes, he's made a little slot in his helmet specifically so he can use a straw, and with his face covered it makes it ideal for him to people watch without being obvious.

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I.

[personal profile] levelshift 2024-03-30 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Thankfully, while Accelerator isn't a deep sleeper, if he isn't bothered directly then he's content to sleep through whatever is going on. When Donnie comes in he doesn't wake up, and it isn't until late in the morning that he finally gets out of bed.

With the assumption that this is another average day he staggers out of bed, making his way to the kitchen. He does take note of one turtle in the living room passed out on the couch, and the pile of clothes on the floor, but he disregards all of that until he can get to the fridge and get a can of coffee. Once he's done that and downed about half of it he returns to the living room, walking over to the clothes. Setting his coffee down, he uses his newly freed hand to pick up a piece of the outfit.

He notices the blood, and after glancing over at Donnie he notices the bandage around his arm.

He doesn't wake Donnie up. Instead he scoops up his Society outfit and goes to toss whatever he can into the washing machine.
levelshift: (a good book)

[personal profile] levelshift 2024-03-31 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
With how highly Accelerator values sleep, he makes sure to keep quiet so that he doesn't wake Donnie up. It'd be kind of hypocritical, and besides, he's pretty quiet anyways, so it isn't much of a problem.

Once he's done with the laundry he's going to toss it onto the coffee table. It isn't folded, but it's a step up from the floor!

Then he goes to finish his coffee, grabbing one of his YA novels to read and debate breakfast. Lunch. Brunch? There's some crap in the fridge, that might be good enough. He isn't overly hungry, though.

When Donnie wakes up he'll find Accelerator flopped in the chair next to the couch, reading quietly. He glances up when Donnie shifts. "Yo."
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[personal profile] levelshift 2024-03-31 05:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Accelerator, being his usual self, goes back to his book and replies casually. "Today's when I normally do laundry. I didn't get all the blood out, though. I don't know how people do that."

He can do the basics, but bloodstains are a little beyond him. Sewing is right out too, so the patching up the bullet holes are out of the question.

Of course, that means the obvious question is right there, and he doesn't hesitate to bring it up. "What the hell were you doing last night?"
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[personal profile] levelshift 2024-04-01 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
Screw emotions, they just make everything more complicated.

Accelerator flips to the next page of his book, humming thoughtfully. That's a very vague answer, and getting shot is pretty damn serious.

"What kind of stupid?"
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[personal profile] levelshift 2024-04-01 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
........................ Oh boy.

He supposes he should text Jason later about this. It'd be a lot easier if he could just say 'Hey I know both of you, you two fighting each other is stupid,' but all this alternate identity nonsense is complicated and he doesn't really want to get involved in that. It isn't his place to.

Instead he just frowns a little and asks, "How'd the fight end?"
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[personal profile] levelshift 2024-04-03 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
... Ah, that's good. He might not have to text Jason, after all. It sounds like he didn't get injured, and went all dad mode on Donnie. As expected from a Todd.

"Were you trying the whole alternate identity bullshit?" It sounds like that was the case, from how Donnie's explained it. "I've gotta be the only one around here who thinks that's stupid."
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[personal profile] levelshift 2024-04-04 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Donnie problems. Ah, cool, things he's terrible at dealing with.

He keeps his eyes on his book as he tries to decide how to proceed. Those problems probably include Leo dying, which Accelerator is absolutely positive he can't help with. He'd likely make things worse, given his track record.

He should say something though, so he reaches up and scratches a cheek. "And dressing up as a villain to do crimes was your way of not dealing with them?"
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[personal profile] levelshift 2024-04-05 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
"Ah." Accelerator remains calm in the face of Donnie's exclamation, giving a slight nod. If he was trying to distract himself from problems, doing crimes would be something he'd consider, if only because it'd do double duty of scoring him point with the Society. Might as well be productive.

"So it was all an unlucky coincidence," he says thoughtfully. "It'd help if you had a map of the guy's territory. He's pretty protective of it."
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[personal profile] levelshift 2024-04-06 04:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Accelerator falls silent, lifting his gaze from his book and glancing over at Donnie. He isn't sure what he should say here, it's pretty obvious Donnie isn't doing well, but he doesn't know what to do to help (or at least not make things worse).

"... At least he only shot you in the arm?"

Yeah, that's the best he can do.
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[personal profile] levelshift 2024-04-06 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
When Donnie speaks up again, Accelerator closes his book.

Okay, so he's bad at talking about feelings. He knows that, everyone knows that. But he's at least good at not bothering with sappy, insincere fluff. He's realistic, and it kind of sounds like Donnie could use a dose of that, even if it'll hurt.

"That's bullshit. Everything isn't the way it should be," he's responding firmly, frowning. "Just because Leo doesn't seem to have any permanent side effects doesn't change the fact that he fucking died. I don't think it's wrong to want everything to go back to normal, and I also don't think it's wrong to be scared about admitting that's what happened."
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[personal profile] levelshift 2024-04-07 07:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Accelerator leans back in his cushy chair, considering Donnie's question for a few moments. He knows what he's getting at - he's been at such a low point that any and all negative emotions in his head all feel like one huge miasma of complete misery.

Honestly, he isn't sure he can give a definitive yes or no. He's thinking about this with logic, and using his own personal experience. "It might not be only fear, but I'm betting that's part of it," he says slowly. "I think that depends on you, though."
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[personal profile] levelshift 2024-04-08 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
"No, it doesn't." His answer is blunt.

Accelerator is the wrong person to ask, and he figures someone else would come up with something better, but he can't. His life has been nonstop misery for years, and he doesn't see any ending in sight. From his perspective, life sucks and then you die. That's it. That's why he's shaking his head. "You just need to learn to deal with it."
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[personal profile] levelshift 2024-04-09 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
"......."

Maybe that was too harsh? But as far as Accelerator is concerned, it's the truth, and living in denial is only going to make things worse.

He frowns and shifts a little in the silence. "... Want me to call your brother?"

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