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[Semi-Open] Reboot
Who: Donnie
purplexing and yoou?
What: Trying to move forward
When: That nebulous span of time in March and maybe into April
Where: Various, Central City
Content Warnings: N/A
I. a_void_ance (closed to Accelerator)
He hadn't wanted to go back to the apartment after the incident. He didn't want to have to explain things, not when his thoughts were still scattered to make it worse, not with the sentiments he knows the others have regarding involved parties. He still holds responsibility for it, and so far as he's concerned, he's paid the consequences.
Maybe he'll feel bad about it later. Right now he's too tired.
Getting into a certain esper's apartment is a breeze. Accelerator's never bothered to do anything for security, not that it would keep Donnie out anyway, and Donnie's gotten so used to slipping in and out that he's sure he can do it in his sleep. Probably a good thing considering he's getting to that point. Quiet as a shadow, he makes his way towards the couch, thankful of his past self to have automatically set an override for the lighting effects when it came to his own entrances. He doesn't need Accelerator to wake up.
He peels off his Society outfit and leaves it in a pile on the floor. At least blood on black isn't very visible, but he's got holes to deal with and no brainpower to do so. Although speaking of blood... The couch is different. He gives it a quick glance over through his helmet before pulling it off and dropping it on his jacket before sinking onto the couch himself, curling on his side, his left arm bandaged around his bicep but at least it's stopped throbbing. It's not long before Donnie just passes out.
II. Defrag (closed to close CR)
Things are...better. Maybe. Jury's still out on that one, but at least Donnie can agree that it's exhausting being stuck in an emotional loop, and while it's been difficult to scrape up the motivation to do anything, trying is the first step.
He starts out with small things, general maintenance around the apartment's appliances. He finally finishes up that toaster-phone which had started off as a joke but then Donnie figured he could make workable and it'd be absolutely ridiculous but wait, oh man has it been a year already, almost? Okay, that's a depressing thought, moving on-
It hasn't warmed up much even though spring's finally come, so Donnie hasn't moved his plants back out onto the balcony yet. They're still nearby where they can soak in the natural light. Tending to them is what's helped him get through some of those sluggish days even if it had been more of an automatic thing, but now he's thinking about new additions and themes. A purple garden might be a thing in the near future.
III. Root_ine (OTA)
It's funny how one day you can feel like absolute trash and then the next you can shift gears like you've never broken your weekly trends. Maybe it's the idea of falling back into routine, and even if your head's still kind of in this fuzzy space of focus, your body remembers things as pieces fall into place, and eventually the mind clicks with everything. Well, mostly. Donnie still can't shake that detached feeling, like maybe he's dreaming.
Maybe everything was a dream. But he knows better.
Huvrye's right though. Life goes on. Just because something happens and you get stuck in one moment doesn't mean that everything pauses and waits conveniently for you to catch up. There are still things to do. Tasks to complete. If you try to catch up then surely everything will start to sync up eventually.
So Donnie is out at his usual haunts, and maybe a few not so usual. He's at the library or opening one of his latest book acquisitions while sipping a vanilla macchiato at a coffee shop if not catching up on homework. There's some solace to be found in pages of math equations, at least for some people.
Or maybe you catch him stepping out of a home improvement store with a few short planks tucked under his right arm, the wood bound up around a paper bag so nothing snags the material of the plum-colored bomber jacket he wears over his usual hoodie. ...and a pot with a long branchlike vine coming up with little green leaves, cupped in his free hand. Look, he couldn't help himself, okay?
IV. Association (Open to Society)
It feels like it's been some time since he's last dipped his toes into Society happenings, but then again, it probably has been. Donnie hates being out of the loop of things for long, but after running across Red Hood that one night, he's hesitant to jump right back into things, at least when it comes to harder missions. At least particular Society members are aware of what had happened with his brother, so he's glad he doesn't have to explain himself.
Here, he's known as GameOvR, the spelling and cases important even if it's brushed off as one of those weird things that kids these days like to do but Donnie has his reasons.
He's cleaned and patched up his jacket. Being able to magically remake things certainly has its advantages, and with some clever application of fibers to make up for the damages from his fight with Red Hood, the thing looks just like new. It's also been reinforced, and while it's not exactly armor and won't save him from some bruises, it's still a lot sturdier than it had been. If he can figure out how to replicate the method without using suspiciously obtained god-powers then he'd totally patent it.
One of his favorite spots has been on one of the purple plush couches in the lounge where he can just relax and read up on things while he sips on a Shirley Temple (curse you, Jason Todd). Yes, he's made a little slot in his helmet specifically so he can use a straw, and with his face covered it makes it ideal for him to people watch without being obvious.
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What: Trying to move forward
When: That nebulous span of time in March and maybe into April
Where: Various, Central City
Content Warnings: N/A
I. a_void_ance (closed to Accelerator)
He hadn't wanted to go back to the apartment after the incident. He didn't want to have to explain things, not when his thoughts were still scattered to make it worse, not with the sentiments he knows the others have regarding involved parties. He still holds responsibility for it, and so far as he's concerned, he's paid the consequences.
Maybe he'll feel bad about it later. Right now he's too tired.
Getting into a certain esper's apartment is a breeze. Accelerator's never bothered to do anything for security, not that it would keep Donnie out anyway, and Donnie's gotten so used to slipping in and out that he's sure he can do it in his sleep. Probably a good thing considering he's getting to that point. Quiet as a shadow, he makes his way towards the couch, thankful of his past self to have automatically set an override for the lighting effects when it came to his own entrances. He doesn't need Accelerator to wake up.
He peels off his Society outfit and leaves it in a pile on the floor. At least blood on black isn't very visible, but he's got holes to deal with and no brainpower to do so. Although speaking of blood... The couch is different. He gives it a quick glance over through his helmet before pulling it off and dropping it on his jacket before sinking onto the couch himself, curling on his side, his left arm bandaged around his bicep but at least it's stopped throbbing. It's not long before Donnie just passes out.
II. Defrag (closed to close CR)
Things are...better. Maybe. Jury's still out on that one, but at least Donnie can agree that it's exhausting being stuck in an emotional loop, and while it's been difficult to scrape up the motivation to do anything, trying is the first step.
He starts out with small things, general maintenance around the apartment's appliances. He finally finishes up that toaster-phone which had started off as a joke but then Donnie figured he could make workable and it'd be absolutely ridiculous but wait, oh man has it been a year already, almost? Okay, that's a depressing thought, moving on-
It hasn't warmed up much even though spring's finally come, so Donnie hasn't moved his plants back out onto the balcony yet. They're still nearby where they can soak in the natural light. Tending to them is what's helped him get through some of those sluggish days even if it had been more of an automatic thing, but now he's thinking about new additions and themes. A purple garden might be a thing in the near future.
III. Root_ine (OTA)
It's funny how one day you can feel like absolute trash and then the next you can shift gears like you've never broken your weekly trends. Maybe it's the idea of falling back into routine, and even if your head's still kind of in this fuzzy space of focus, your body remembers things as pieces fall into place, and eventually the mind clicks with everything. Well, mostly. Donnie still can't shake that detached feeling, like maybe he's dreaming.
Maybe everything was a dream. But he knows better.
Huvrye's right though. Life goes on. Just because something happens and you get stuck in one moment doesn't mean that everything pauses and waits conveniently for you to catch up. There are still things to do. Tasks to complete. If you try to catch up then surely everything will start to sync up eventually.
So Donnie is out at his usual haunts, and maybe a few not so usual. He's at the library or opening one of his latest book acquisitions while sipping a vanilla macchiato at a coffee shop if not catching up on homework. There's some solace to be found in pages of math equations, at least for some people.
Or maybe you catch him stepping out of a home improvement store with a few short planks tucked under his right arm, the wood bound up around a paper bag so nothing snags the material of the plum-colored bomber jacket he wears over his usual hoodie. ...and a pot with a long branchlike vine coming up with little green leaves, cupped in his free hand. Look, he couldn't help himself, okay?
IV. Association (Open to Society)
It feels like it's been some time since he's last dipped his toes into Society happenings, but then again, it probably has been. Donnie hates being out of the loop of things for long, but after running across Red Hood that one night, he's hesitant to jump right back into things, at least when it comes to harder missions. At least particular Society members are aware of what had happened with his brother, so he's glad he doesn't have to explain himself.
Here, he's known as GameOvR, the spelling and cases important even if it's brushed off as one of those weird things that kids these days like to do but Donnie has his reasons.
He's cleaned and patched up his jacket. Being able to magically remake things certainly has its advantages, and with some clever application of fibers to make up for the damages from his fight with Red Hood, the thing looks just like new. It's also been reinforced, and while it's not exactly armor and won't save him from some bruises, it's still a lot sturdier than it had been. If he can figure out how to replicate the method without using suspiciously obtained god-powers then he'd totally patent it.
One of his favorite spots has been on one of the purple plush couches in the lounge where he can just relax and read up on things while he sips on a Shirley Temple (curse you, Jason Todd). Yes, he's made a little slot in his helmet specifically so he can use a straw, and with his face covered it makes it ideal for him to people watch without being obvious.
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With the assumption that this is another average day he staggers out of bed, making his way to the kitchen. He does take note of one turtle in the living room passed out on the couch, and the pile of clothes on the floor, but he disregards all of that until he can get to the fridge and get a can of coffee. Once he's done that and downed about half of it he returns to the living room, walking over to the clothes. Setting his coffee down, he uses his newly freed hand to pick up a piece of the outfit.
He notices the blood, and after glancing over at Donnie he notices the bandage around his arm.
He doesn't wake Donnie up. Instead he scoops up his Society outfit and goes to toss whatever he can into the washing machine.
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If he's not woken up then he eventually comes around a little after noon with a groan and a bleary-eyed look around. His brain's still catching him up, but the room's familiar enough that he doesn't outright panic. Oh right, he'd dragged himself here...
Rubbing at his eyes, Donnie's computer flickers as he checks the time. Was Accelerator still asleep?
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Once he's done with the laundry he's going to toss it onto the coffee table. It isn't folded, but it's a step up from the floor!
Then he goes to finish his coffee, grabbing one of his YA novels to read and debate breakfast. Lunch. Brunch? There's some crap in the fridge, that might be good enough. He isn't overly hungry, though.
When Donnie wakes up he'll find Accelerator flopped in the chair next to the couch, reading quietly. He glances up when Donnie shifts. "Yo."
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The turtle yawns, stretching out his arms, and with only a mild wince. His wound's tender but whatever they'd done at that clinic had been pretty thorough.
"Wait, did you...?" he trails off when he notices his stuff's moved, reaching over to pick up his jacket from the pile on the table.
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He can do the basics, but bloodstains are a little beyond him. Sewing is right out too, so the patching up the bullet holes are out of the question.
Of course, that means the obvious question is right there, and he doesn't hesitate to bring it up. "What the hell were you doing last night?"
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"Thanks."
He's already looking for the stains, the holes. The slice from a blade isn't as obvious as the bullet hole, a nick in the side that prompts him to look at his plastron again, finding just the barest mark. That one could have been worse if he hadn't been fast enough or familiar with fighting someone with swords.
The holes won't be a problem to fix, and he supposes he can figure out how to get rid of the rest of the blood. The follow-up question finally comes and Donnie sighs as he leans back against the couch, tossing the jacket back onto the coffee table.
"Being stupid I guess."
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Accelerator flips to the next page of his book, humming thoughtfully. That's a very vague answer, and getting shot is pretty damn serious.
"What kind of stupid?"
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Donnie makes a face as he stares up at the ceiling. He draws in another breath, holding it in from another sigh he's so tempted to release. It's too easy to do but sighing about his mistakes won't change anything.
"Stupid as in wandering into Backbreaker territory and deciding to engage in a fight when their leader decides to go after you kind of stupid," he finally says.
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He supposes he should text Jason later about this. It'd be a lot easier if he could just say 'Hey I know both of you, you two fighting each other is stupid,' but all this alternate identity nonsense is complicated and he doesn't really want to get involved in that. It isn't his place to.
Instead he just frowns a little and asks, "How'd the fight end?"
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"...well once he found out it was me, he got me over to a Society clinic to take care of the damage." Not something Donnie wants to repeat. Being in a strange medical facility of any sort without anyone he comfortably knows was just all sorts of unsettling. They'd done a good job at least, no doubts there.
"He didn't know it was me until I let him know. And I could have avoided the whole thing altogether if I'd just said something sooner."
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"Were you trying the whole alternate identity bullshit?" It sounds like that was the case, from how Donnie's explained it. "I've gotta be the only one around here who thinks that's stupid."
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Donnie frowns, his gaze dropping away from Accelerator even though it had only wandered back over towards the esper for a couple of seconds.
"...kind of? But not really. I just didn't...want to deal with Donnie problems."
He'd been feeling his way around with the words and while he's finally gotten them out, he isn't sure if it realy covered what he might have wanted to say, and it shows on his face. He doesn't know how to explain it, especially when it's so deeply rooted in emotions.
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He keeps his eyes on his book as he tries to decide how to proceed. Those problems probably include Leo dying, which Accelerator is absolutely positive he can't help with. He'd likely make things worse, given his track record.
He should say something though, so he reaches up and scratches a cheek. "And dressing up as a villain to do crimes was your way of not dealing with them?"
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ii.
But it's not really helping Donnie. Leo's not sure he even can help Donnie. Man, he really wishes that therapist guy hadn't disappeared. He could probably be a big help right about now.
(Not for Leo, of course, because he's able to handle his own shit. Obviously.)
Leo comes home with his backpack slung over his arm - he's been back at the same coffee shop, working again on learning about first aid. He comes in through the balcony, which means he has to dance around all the plants lined up for optimal sun. Donnie's there, engaged in taking care of all his little plant babies, and Leo grins.
"Look at you and your green thumb."
It's funny because all their thumbs are green.
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"Hah," Donnie says in response, not nearly as annoyed for the pun even if it's still hard to find funny, but the corner of his mouth quirks just a touch.
"You think if I start anything up on the roof the management would complain?"
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Leo puts his bag down, then wanders into the kitchen for a snack. He noticed that split second where Donnie was trying to gather himself, so he gives him a moment of space before coming back.
“Convince them it was some kind of mysterious garden bandit.”
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"...so how'd the study sesh go?" He belatedly recalls the backpack, impressed that Leo's been keeping at it. He just has to head off his thoughts before they veer off in dark directions again, shifting around to face the last batch of plants he has to tend to. "Need me to give you a pop quiz?"
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That expression is okay, at least. Leo has learned the hard way that jokingly saying he’ll die will cause him to have a mini-emotional shutdown. Which is lame, and not what he’s trying to do right now.
“Maybe tomorrow. Let it sink in or whatever.” He munches on some chips. “But it went good. Your study tips help a lot.”
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As it is, Leo's response manages to get an actual laugh out of him. It loosens something up, if just a little, just for a moment. "Okay, fine," Donnie says, finishing up his watering. He looks over towards the couch then, his smile faint but he hopes it masks all the complicated feelings behind it. It's a nice thing to hear, and he's glad Leo's been sticking with his studies, but at the same time he hopes his brother never has to put any of it into actual practice.
"Good. You'll be heading to med school in no time," he says, moving to unfold his legs, wincing at the pins and needles that accompany the movement as he tries wiggling circulation back into his feet.
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But he does feel pretty good about his progress. Donnie may hope Leo never has to use any of it, but Leo finds comfort in feeling like he can be useful, if the need arises.
“It’d be nice to shadow a first responder, though. I’d learn a ton that way.”
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"There should be opportunities like that. Maybe check with the Alliance? I don't know about regular hospitals and stuff but they should have some kind of first responder unit of their own, or people who work with them." Especially after the fiasco involving power dampening. They'd need people who know how to do things the mundane way, when healing abilities and whatnot aren't accessible.
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He hasn’t really felt like going on superhero missions, but maybe he can summon some enthusiasm for this.
It feels… weird to not want to fight, but he’s easing himself back in, that’s all.
“So what’d you do today?”
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"Me?" he blinks, frowning as he wipes his hands off after washing off the dirt. He glances over at the time on the microwave.
"Plant stuff..." he says as he mentally sifts through the haze of his earlier tasks. There'd been a lot of staring into space. It had taken him far longer than it should have, although at least some of that staring had been some part of plotting out where he'd move things. "Oh, and I fixed the light in the bathroom- it's been flickering. Minor rewiring, good as new. And the fridge was being kind of loud but it was just an adjustment with the ice maker. Made us a new phone."
Leo's chip munching does remind him that he'd neglected to eat
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He decides to take it as a tentatively good sign, especially when Donnie goes to the fridge. Leo has suspicions he hasn’t eaten recently, but if he gets food voluntarily now then Leo won’t harass him.
“So… keeping busy, huh?” He smiles over the arm of the couch. “Wanna take a break with me?”
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"Break sounds good I guess," he says once he re-emerges, a container of leftover takeout in hand. He pops the microwave open to stick it inside, punching in numbers to get it started up.
"Drink?"
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