purplexing: (but...science)
Donatello Hamato ([personal profile] purplexing) wrote in [community profile] metalogs2024-03-30 10:11 am

[Semi-Open] Reboot

Who: Donnie [personal profile] purplexing and yoou?
What: Trying to move forward
When: That nebulous span of time in March and maybe into April
Where: Various, Central City
Content Warnings: N/A



I. a_void_ance (closed to Accelerator)
He hadn't wanted to go back to the apartment after the incident. He didn't want to have to explain things, not when his thoughts were still scattered to make it worse, not with the sentiments he knows the others have regarding involved parties. He still holds responsibility for it, and so far as he's concerned, he's paid the consequences.

Maybe he'll feel bad about it later. Right now he's too tired.

Getting into a certain esper's apartment is a breeze. Accelerator's never bothered to do anything for security, not that it would keep Donnie out anyway, and Donnie's gotten so used to slipping in and out that he's sure he can do it in his sleep. Probably a good thing considering he's getting to that point. Quiet as a shadow, he makes his way towards the couch, thankful of his past self to have automatically set an override for the lighting effects when it came to his own entrances. He doesn't need Accelerator to wake up.

He peels off his Society outfit and leaves it in a pile on the floor. At least blood on black isn't very visible, but he's got holes to deal with and no brainpower to do so. Although speaking of blood... The couch is different. He gives it a quick glance over through his helmet before pulling it off and dropping it on his jacket before sinking onto the couch himself, curling on his side, his left arm bandaged around his bicep but at least it's stopped throbbing. It's not long before Donnie just passes out.


II. Defrag (closed to close CR)
Things are...better. Maybe. Jury's still out on that one, but at least Donnie can agree that it's exhausting being stuck in an emotional loop, and while it's been difficult to scrape up the motivation to do anything, trying is the first step.

He starts out with small things, general maintenance around the apartment's appliances. He finally finishes up that toaster-phone which had started off as a joke but then Donnie figured he could make workable and it'd be absolutely ridiculous but wait, oh man has it been a year already, almost? Okay, that's a depressing thought, moving on-

It hasn't warmed up much even though spring's finally come, so Donnie hasn't moved his plants back out onto the balcony yet. They're still nearby where they can soak in the natural light. Tending to them is what's helped him get through some of those sluggish days even if it had been more of an automatic thing, but now he's thinking about new additions and themes. A purple garden might be a thing in the near future.


III. Root_ine (OTA)
It's funny how one day you can feel like absolute trash and then the next you can shift gears like you've never broken your weekly trends. Maybe it's the idea of falling back into routine, and even if your head's still kind of in this fuzzy space of focus, your body remembers things as pieces fall into place, and eventually the mind clicks with everything. Well, mostly. Donnie still can't shake that detached feeling, like maybe he's dreaming.

Maybe everything was a dream. But he knows better.

Huvrye's right though. Life goes on. Just because something happens and you get stuck in one moment doesn't mean that everything pauses and waits conveniently for you to catch up. There are still things to do. Tasks to complete. If you try to catch up then surely everything will start to sync up eventually.

So Donnie is out at his usual haunts, and maybe a few not so usual. He's at the library or opening one of his latest book acquisitions while sipping a vanilla macchiato at a coffee shop if not catching up on homework. There's some solace to be found in pages of math equations, at least for some people.

Or maybe you catch him stepping out of a home improvement store with a few short planks tucked under his right arm, the wood bound up around a paper bag so nothing snags the material of the plum-colored bomber jacket he wears over his usual hoodie. ...and a pot with a long branchlike vine coming up with little green leaves, cupped in his free hand. Look, he couldn't help himself, okay?


IV. Association (Open to Society)
It feels like it's been some time since he's last dipped his toes into Society happenings, but then again, it probably has been. Donnie hates being out of the loop of things for long, but after running across Red Hood that one night, he's hesitant to jump right back into things, at least when it comes to harder missions. At least particular Society members are aware of what had happened with his brother, so he's glad he doesn't have to explain himself.

Here, he's known as GameOvR, the spelling and cases important even if it's brushed off as one of those weird things that kids these days like to do but Donnie has his reasons.

He's cleaned and patched up his jacket. Being able to magically remake things certainly has its advantages, and with some clever application of fibers to make up for the damages from his fight with Red Hood, the thing looks just like new. It's also been reinforced, and while it's not exactly armor and won't save him from some bruises, it's still a lot sturdier than it had been. If he can figure out how to replicate the method without using suspiciously obtained god-powers then he'd totally patent it.

One of his favorite spots has been on one of the purple plush couches in the lounge where he can just relax and read up on things while he sips on a Shirley Temple (curse you, Jason Todd). Yes, he's made a little slot in his helmet specifically so he can use a straw, and with his face covered it makes it ideal for him to people watch without being obvious.

faceguy: (come round)

[personal profile] faceguy 2024-04-02 03:36 pm (UTC)(link)
“Even if they do, you can always deny it was you.”

Leo puts his bag down, then wanders into the kitchen for a snack. He noticed that split second where Donnie was trying to gather himself, so he gives him a moment of space before coming back.

“Convince them it was some kind of mysterious garden bandit.”
faceguy: (swallow on your knees)

[personal profile] faceguy 2024-04-02 06:05 pm (UTC)(link)
“Uuuugh, please don’t.” Leo returns with a bag of chips and collapses on the couch, letting his head flop back dramatically. “If I have to think about it any more today my brain will leak out of my ears.”

That expression is okay, at least. Leo has learned the hard way that jokingly saying he’ll die will cause him to have a mini-emotional shutdown. Which is lame, and not what he’s trying to do right now.

“Maybe tomorrow. Let it sink in or whatever.” He munches on some chips. “But it went good. Your study tips help a lot.”
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faceguy: (swallow on your knees)

[personal profile] faceguy 2024-04-03 03:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Leo huffs, grumbling, “Why would you wish that on me?” Seriously, studying and learning from other medics is one thing, going to school with classes and grades and tests is another.

But he does feel pretty good about his progress. Donnie may hope Leo never has to use any of it, but Leo finds comfort in feeling like he can be useful, if the need arises.

“It’d be nice to shadow a first responder, though. I’d learn a ton that way.”
faceguy: (got kinda drastic)

[personal profile] faceguy 2024-04-03 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
“It’s worth a shot. I’ll swing by sometime soon and see.”

He hasn’t really felt like going on superhero missions, but maybe he can summon some enthusiasm for this.

It feels… weird to not want to fight, but he’s easing himself back in, that’s all.

“So what’d you do today?”
faceguy: (for a first effort this)

[personal profile] faceguy 2024-04-03 07:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Leo listens to the list of tasks, not sure if he should take it as a good sign or a bad one. On one hand, Donnie loves his plants and fixing things, so it should be good that he’s engaging in things he likes. On the other hand, Donnie overworking to avoid his feelings is bad news.

He decides to take it as a tentatively good sign, especially when Donnie goes to the fridge. Leo has suspicions he hasn’t eaten recently, but if he gets food voluntarily now then Leo won’t harass him.

“So… keeping busy, huh?” He smiles over the arm of the couch. “Wanna take a break with me?”
faceguy: (i dont give a damn)

[personal profile] faceguy 2024-04-03 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
“Sure, just grab whatever’s in there.”

There are some sports drinks and sodas. Leo would be fine with either.

While Donnie does that, Leo loads up a random Jupiter Jim from their collection. It all feels like it should be normal, but…

Well, this feels a lot like that time before his days-long break down and everything felt similar then. It’s not exactly putting him at ease.
faceguy: (breakin out of your small town)

[personal profile] faceguy 2024-04-03 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Leo twists open the drink and takes a sip, then settles in, finishing up his snack. He lets Donnie eat on his leftovers for a bit before speaking up again.

“Hey… Do you remember last year, when we were talking about maybe going on some kind of trip over the summer, and then we didn’t get to because… well, you know.”

They don’t have to recount everything that happened last summer.

“I was thinking… maybe we can try it this year.”
faceguy: (got kinda drastic)

[personal profile] faceguy 2024-04-04 12:04 am (UTC)(link)
Leo’s grin is a little more shy and pleased than his normal ones, because he wasn’t sure Donnie would go for that, given everything that’s happened. He’s genuinely happy he agreed.

“Yeah?” He nods eagerly, scooting a little closer to Donnie. “I think so, too. We ought to see more of the country than New York and Michigan. Ooh!” He laughs. “We could even go to Canada!”
faceguy: (these desperate times)

[personal profile] faceguy 2024-04-06 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
“Yeah, why not? Haven’t you ever wanted to see Canadians live in their natural habitat?”

He laughs at his own joke, wiggling to get a bit more relaxed on the couch. “Maybe they won’t let us, I dunno… But it can’t hurt to try, right?”
faceguy: (open up and)

[personal profile] faceguy 2024-04-07 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
“Maybe. Ooor maybe they only give you those if you have to leave on guild business.”

He doesn’t sound enthused about that. Because of the whole “easing into it” thing. And the “not wanting to fight” thing.

No, not thinking about that.

“I can ask. Someone has to know.”
faceguy: (i'll give you something to cry about)

[personal profile] faceguy 2024-04-07 01:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Leo perks back up at that, smile returning full-force.

Now you’re talkin’! And that way we won’t have to wait in any lines, either.”

He wishes he could just portal them anywhere they want to go… But that would defeat the point of a road trip, too, so maybe it’s fine.

“We could come up with a route to follow… or we can just wander around and see what we find.”

Either sounds fine to him.
faceguy: (nothing can break me down)

[personal profile] faceguy 2024-04-11 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
That’s true, they’re making their own rules here. And this sounds exciting for sure.

“Heh! Who are you and what have you done with my brother?” He laughs. “But yeah, that sounds fun! Like we’re adventuring.”

Man, Mikey would love that. He wishes he was here to go with them.
faceguy: (them other boys)

[personal profile] faceguy 2024-04-15 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, you're right." He returns the nudge. "We deserve to have fun and get lost."

A cross-country road trip sure would be something. And Leo would love to do that. See the world they've saved twice now. See more than just New York, much as he loves it.

"We'll just consider this trip a test run."

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